Jobs? What jobs?

Hey,

So I'm starting to kinda freak out about the job thing. I know I have talked about it before, but this time I am serious! There's just not that many jobs available, so it makes being picky about where you want to be located a little harder. I just called and talked to the present music therapist at a health care place in Wausau, Wisconsin (home of Ms. Weber, choral director at Plattville High!) and it seems like a pretty good opportunity. It's farther away than I would like to be, but like I said, I can't really be picky about where I'm located when there are only a small number of jobs available in the the first place. As far as I'm concerned... 5 hours is better than 11 hours and not in Iowa is better than not employed :)

Anyway, not much else is new here. I am reading a book called "What's a girl to do?". Basically, it's a book that is supposed to inspire single women to live to their full Christ-given potential. Which is a great thing to do, mind you, but a very hard thing to do when everyone you know is happily involved. It's hard for many a reason, but mainly because I know that it's completely foolish and unproductive of me to be affected by it. And I'm usually not. I think I'm just in some sort of rut. A rut of self-destruction! ;) Honestly though, allowing myself to ignore the truth of God's promises is pretty much self destructive and good for nothin'! =) BUT... this book I just talked about... isn't really doing much for me. It does give me awesome scripture to learn and find hope in, but it also is filled with the author's personal experiences that she presents as absolute truth. That makes me sooo mad!! I wish someone would write a book where they share there personal experiences, but recognize that just because it happened to them and they are a believer it isn't the truth for ALL Christian women. I want to read a book that focuses on God's truth. The truth that we can't just will a husband and family into our existance, that blessings aren't earned, and that God has a plan for each one of us, and like it or not, that plan isn't nessicarily the plan we made for ourselves. I wish someone would write THAT book to single Christian women. Who knows... maybe I will.

Goodnight friends,
tempa

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