Another day, another dollar :)

Hey hey hey!

Maybe not another dollar, considering I don't make that many dollars in the 1st place... however, it is another day! And what a good day it was!! I went to a new church this morning. It was great! Not only was I engulfed in the praise and worship music I was hoping for, I was presented with a wonderful message. I think I will visit the Lutheran Church in Strongsville next week, just to check it out, too. It's hard to believe I (hopefully) only have like 10 more weeks here. It kinda feels like I just graduated yesterday. Pretty soon Katie, Jed and the other members of Wartburg's 2005 graduating class will be walking around that orange track, too. Crazy Crazy!

So... I'm watching Cheaters, although I'm not too sure why. The news ended and the remote isn't by the computer, so I never changed it. Regretfully. This show is hardcore! It's hard to believe that people A) actually act like that B) hire a TV show to find out if your loved one acts like that and C) produce, think of, or host a TV show that finds out if people's loved ones act like that. WOW!! This one woman from Mexico is on right now, she is afraid that her husband is cheating on her. She is 23 and has been married for TEN YEARS! Muy interesante, verdad?? On a lighter note, I watched Extreme Home Makeover tonight. I almost got through the whole thing without crying, but they got me there at the end. DARN YOU, TY PENNINGTON!!!!

I was definitely going to write about something tonight, but I don't remember what it was. GRRR! I hate that! I am sooo flighty sometimes!! It's a good thing my closest friends can relate to that :-) OH! I remember. So, lately I have been struggling with letting go of some relationships in my life. The kind of relationship that you know had to end and you know ending it was good for you, but you liked it better before it was good for you. Now, it's one of those things where I know where I'm supposed to be and I know where I want to be, but somehow I'm not anywhere close to either of those places. Pretty frustrating, that's for sure! It's tough knowing you aren't willing or able to be where you need to be. I realize that it's just part of being human, but it's still not what God wants or deserves from me. It gets better each day, though, so maybe after 11 months I'll be Ok =) Regardless, I find hope in the fact that "suffering produces perseverance" (Romans 5:3) and just as I share in the trials of Christ, I will share His comfort.

With that... I am off for a long (much-needed) night of sleep. I played Soccer-Mom for my boss's kids this weekend. Volleyball games, middle school dances, and the youngest is going through his "nightmare stage". He woke up every 2 hours with screams and stories of his pretty frightening dreams. Needless to say, I didn't get much sleep either. BUT it was a glorious illustration of what I hope my life will be like someday.

Goodnight friends,
Temp

RANDOM THOUGHTS:
Laws that I think are a waste of time:
~ Jaywalking, Common Law Marriage, and the Speed Limit ;)