Many years ago tomorrow....

Merry Christmas friends,

Crazy that it's Christmas, huh?? It honestly seems like graduation was yesterday. Crazy!! Anyway, last night, I found myself journaling for quite some time. It's weird to have all these mixed emotions around the holidays. Mostly because any emotion other than joy seems trivial in the light of what Christmas actually is. Anyway, I was journaling and then turned my journal entry into the lyrics to a song. I dont really have a tune for it, or a chorus... but the verses are there. I guess I just wanted to share those verses with all of you.

Watching lives around me and wishing they were mine
I fear I'm quickly losing all I've, slowly, come to find
Time flows like rushing waters yet seemingly stands still
It's now I hope my faith is far stronger than my will

I wrestle with the knowledge that I am meant for more
If only You could move in me the way you have before
Many years ago tomorrow You came into this world
and later died in agony to save this lonely girl

It's hard to know the future is not for me to know
and still be surely certain there's a place for me to go
But, many years ago tomorrow you assured me that was true
and living in that trust today is the least that I can do.

I hope you all have a great holiday weekend and I'll talk with you later! Love you!

"For unto you a child is born..."
Tempa