CAUTION:
This Blog entry was written at a time of quite unstable mind. The author of the proceeding testament was not only pre-menstraul at the time of composition, but also under the proverbial weather. Beware of sudden tangents, emotional verbage, and unexpected subject changes. Please proceed, but proceed at your own risk:
Hi friends,
What a craptastic time to get sick, huh?? I went to bed Friday night with a sore throat and a headache. Assuming it was the normal day before "the visit" symptoms, I thought nothing of it. Waking up saturday morning, I realized that infact it was the ol' influenza. DAMN HIM!!! (Yes, the flu bug is of male persuation. Why else would it suck to have it so much?!) Oh well, I get sick like once a year, so I should count my blessings instead of crapping on everyone else's 4th of July parades :)
So I recently bought the new Sara Groves CD. Hands Down... my favorite artist... well, tied with Ginny Owens. Sara Groves (and Ginny for that matter) is just an AMAZING story teller. Her lyrics paint pictures of scenes as if you were there experiencing them with her. Amen Sister. I have 4 favorite songs on the new album "The Other Side of Something"... Esther, Like A Skin, All I need and my fave favorite... Roll to the middle. Esther is a song about her grandmother who was called to Africa to help the childhood AIDS epidemic in those countries. It's out of control! The AIDS epidemic, that is... although the song is out of control amazing, too :) All I Need is just a really fun song about how we are never content, but should be. Like A Skin is a lyrically amazing song about change. She relates the change of our lives with Christ to the ability a snake has to shed it's skin. BRILLIANT! At times, it's like this woman knows my heart. "...Feels like I have been waking up only to fight with the same old stuff. Change is slow and it fills me with such doubt..." Wow!! Roll to the Middle is one of the only full-fledged ballads on the album (seemingly why I like it the most), but the lyrics are simply breathtaking... and because of that fact... I'm going to write them on my blog.
" We just had a World War Three, here in our kitchen.
We both thought the meanest things and then we both said them.
We shot at each other till we lost ammunition.
This is how I know our love and this is when I feel it's power
Here in the absence of it, this is my darkest hour
Both of us are hunkered down and waiting for the truse.
All the complicated wars, they end pretty simple.
Here, when the lights go out, we roll to the middle.
All the complicated wars, they end pretty simple.
Here, when the lights go out, we roll to the middle.
No matter how my pride resists. No matter how the wall feels true.
No matter how I can't be sure that you're gonna roll in too.
No matter what, no matter what, I'm gonna reach for you..."
Man a livin!! That is amazing!!! Hearing those lyrics with her amazing melody is like you were part of that fight and part of the peace that comes with knowing love is stronger than whatever the fight could have entailed!! That's the kind of love a lot of us are waiting for, that's for sure!!
Anyway... Thanks to the sound advice from an old friend, I have started applying for jobs. I'm not finished with this internship until December, but it's a good idea to get my name out there and at least get some applications on file at places. I have applied for a few youth ministry jobs and a few worship pastor jobs in the Iowa/Illinois area. I am also going to start contacting schools for autism in those areas and see what I can work out there. I've got time, but I might as well start getting my feet wet ;)
Ok... My mom is calling me upstairs for dinner. Then I am watching the Season finale of for love for money!! It's gonna be HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Peace guys!
Love,
Tempa